Stressed

Why do these huge companies send all of their jobs over seas? People here in the U.S. are losing their jobs everyday, and you want to send jobs to a different country?
I tried to call T-mobile today to see about getting a discount; the guy who they put me on the phone with didn't understand a word I said. I asked him over and over to transfer me to someone else and he wouldn't!!! Grrrr!!! Needless to say I said some VERY mean things in a VERY loud voice and then I hung up on him! I just don't get it.

Anyways, off that subject. I've been so stressed lately. I have so much that I have to pay, but can't because I don't have a freakin job. Kris says he's gunna pay it, but he can't afford it. I've tried looking for a job, but nobody is hiring. I just don't know what to do anymore. All I ever do is stress out about money. Kris yells at me and tells me not too, because he is going to take care of everything. But then I have to hear him vent about being stressed out.
Kris is supposed to be leaving next month to go truck driving. Every time I think about it I just want to start crying. I hate being without him, especially at night, I hate going to sleep alone. It's going to be so hard only seeing him a couple days outta the month. I'm so used to being with him all the time. At least I'll have GSXR with me, so I wont be completely alone. I don't know how to deal with it. I don't know if I'm strong enough. When he calls home, how am I supposed to make him think that everything is fine, so that he doesn't have to worry about what is going on at home? How do I find enough strength to be strong for him and myself?

I'm gunna go lay down. I've had a long day. Talk to you soon